Trying to define a 'real fan' is one of the most supid things anyone can do. It's equivilent to internet e-penis fighting.
Some fans just want a team to cheer for that makes them happy. Some, like me, want my team to win and be successful that brings me happiness and confidence. Has nothing to do with being a 'bigger or real' fan, that is not something someone can measure.
Get over yourself and realize not all fans are like you, doesn't make them less of a fan or beneath you in any way. Being cynical as nothing to do with feelings, it's the mind simply questioning and analyzing what is going on, but honestly being cynical has absolutley nothing to do with nor is connected in anyway to one's fanhood, and your argument makes zero sense.
Well then, I certainly hope you enjoy stewing in your misery and tears.
I guess you obviously do or you wouldn't be doing it.