Edited for accuracy in retrospect:
Rundown: 5 months overall. Official for the first three, then broke up. I felt fine no worries. I let her come back twice. When I would drop communication, she came crawling back. I was stupid and shouldn't have let her back.
We had a very physical relationship in high dosages. 3x plus a week, 3+ times a night for a good 4 months. Toward the end, I was interviewing out of state and she would constantly beg for me to come back and how much she missed me and wanted to cuddle, yadda yadda.
She took me to her fam's thanksgiving dinner party and was a complete b*tch to me. Communication had already been lessening recently but she went up and invited me. At the dinner she was flirting with my friend and talking about all these ones who are after her. I wanted none of it and hate when women flirt with taken bros especially in front of their significant others. F*cked up especially with me there talking to her freaking grandparents and family.
I broke it off and took it hard because I thought I had mad feelings for her. She acted like she was fine. In the meantime...she began to ruin our good friends' 4 year relationship while I stayed f*cking away until the other day by accident.....in which mayhem ensued....
so check out that updated post if you're interested haha