Alright G-man. You want to wear the big boy pants and make big boy choices for a team? Let's see what kind of excellent talent you bring in to work with Cam in the future. Because it better be very good.
I'm very sorry about your loss. I can't even fathom what your wife and you are going through, but God will take care you both, I'm glad you have not forsaken him.
It's very easy to wonder why in life, but take solace in this; your young one is with the lord. I believe that many people WILL go to hell ( Matt 7:14-15 suggest quite few will find "life"), but the Bible is quite clear that young children are given passage into heaven.
Take care of yourself, and if you EVER need anything or even a person to talk to, message me immediately, I'd be quite happy to do whatever I can for you.