Dear Dad,

[Chimera]

If you dont get help from Charter, please get help somewhere.

haha... even better.... the VA. ... the ones who tell me I'm normal too :D

[pantherclaw]

Reaching out on a forum always fails. As 99% of the people don't give a fug.

[PanthaSan]

I know you will never read this. You don't even have an email account and I doubt you know how to turn on a computer.

Please let me reassure you that nothing is your fault. I am a grown man and you are not accountable for my actions, even when you die. I know you are a religous man and you did a very good job of raising me in the religous ways you saw appropriate.

You are an excellent dad, and you do not give yourself enough credit for being the great dad that you are. If it was not for you, there are a lot of things that would have gotten me in trouble by now. You do not realize the positive impact that you have had in my life and I don't think you ever will.

Perhaps I am having trouble believing in Christianity, but it is not your fault. You did a very good job of being a father to me.

Dad, I just want you to know. I am not a normal person. There are plenty of things that make me quite abnormal. I know you have made the "what is normal?" comparison, but I am far from it.

Dad, I suffer from depression, anxiety, and although I have not been diagnosed, I am pretty sure I have a personality disorder. On top of all this I may have a smidgen of PTSD.

I love you dad, please know that even though you see some things in me that you think is your fault, please look at all the good things about me and know that it is because of you.

That's ok, Son.

I will love you even if you turn against all the common sense I tried to (apparently unsuccessfully) pound into that little noggin of yours.

I still have your sister as one of my greatest accomplishments and your mom and I are now thinking of trying for another Son that we will affectionately name "Do Over" in your honor.

PS- you can forget about any inheritance money as I am currently doing my best to spend it all on hookers and blow.

Note: CC is not my Son (I think) but when you have as many chillun as I do, it's smart to just cover all opportunities that might surface.

And I do understand why he made the post and I am sure he did it for himself and not the rest of us....

[Hawk]

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[PanthaSan]

Oh yeah, just try and stop me........:D